Saturday, April 18, 2015

Middlesex Blog #1: Key passage and personal stroy



Passage:

"But this stage didn't last long. My grandfather's mind, locked In its graveyard spiral, accelerated as it hurtled towards destruction, and three days later he started cooing like a baby and the next he started soiling himself. At that point , when there was almost nothing left of him, God allowed Lefty Stephanides to remain another three months, until the winter of 1979" (268-269). 

What was interesting/important:
This passage is interesting to me because it perfectly exemplifies the beauty of life and the inevitable consequence of life; death. In this short passage, Eugenides shows how in the presence of certain illnesses, the body digresses into a stage that is similar to that of an infant. One day your walking your granddaughter to the pond and the next moment, you start "cooing like a baby" and "soiling yourself". As we age our bodies and minds break down. It's terrifying that everyone has the possibility of losing their mind. That once your mind is completely broken down your body can't function which sent Lefty into a "graveyard spiral". A spiral is formulaic starting off slow eventually getting faster. This exemplifies how quickly Lefty's mind was destroyed resulting in his childlike behavior. Additionally, the theme of fate comes up with the mention of "God". That it was a higher force that decided how much longer Lefty should live. All in all, life is unpredictable because death, for the most part, is unpredictable. Like flowers and bees, the body and mind will always be dependent on each other for survival. 

 Personal Story:
Although I wasn't there for the entire journey I did watch my Nana enter her own spiral. One day she's baking cookies, the next she's on an oxygen machine 24/7. However, my nana never lost her stubbornness as an old mind, never listening to the doctors who said that she no longer should be putting salt on her food. Sometimes, if you left her alone in the kitchen you might find a box of saltine crackers missing. Eventually, my mother had to treat her mother like a infant by placing the salt shakers on the highest shelf playing dumb when she was questioned where they were. It really was a strange experience watching someone you love and know crumble before you. Part of me wanted to just listen to the same questions over and over again. However, part of me wanted to run away, back to the days of my own childhood. When I was the one who had to be babysat, not my nana. 

 

 


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